Ouch. Why.

The boy in the Vans.

I am without a doubt having the worst two weeks of my life. What is one supposed to do when everything you have ever wanted and known is suddenly unreachable?

Friday Jun 6 @ 03:40pm

I can only hope that you know what this feels like, and that you feel the same. However, I can only fool myself for long enough before I realize that there is no way that you even care.

Wednesday May 5 @ 11:32pm

Enlighten me.

Wednesday May 5 @ 04:14pm

newagainn:

I’m only okay with you because we are both different people now.

Wednesday May 5 @ 03:57pm

Wednesday May 5 @ 03:51pm

Nostalgia from last week leaking into this week. Go away. Change is good, Lauren.

Tuesday May 5 @ 11:24pm

I would also like to add that this is the epitome of the kind of change that I am not cut out to handle.

Wednesday May 5 @ 11:30pm

I can already tell I will be up all night with my thoughts. Someone converse with a broken soul like myself.

Wednesday May 5 @ 11:29pm

Everything is at an all time low right now.

Wednesday May 5 @ 07:14pm

Inside I hope you know I’m dying

Completely flooded by emotions from the past two and a half years, and the things I need to say, but can’t.

Tuesday May 5 @ 03:03pm

I do not miss you, nor do I love you anymore. All I want is for us to be friends. When someone is a part of your life for so long, it is almost impossible to remove them from your life completely, but somehow I’ve managed these past few months. Perhaps the feeling is not mutual, but I would like nothing more but to make amends before you leave.

Monday May 5 @ 05:40pm